:(

I'm in one of those moods where I'm feeling down in the dumps but don't really want to do anything about it... have you ever felt this way? I'm gloomy for no reason and all I want to do is sulk in the gloom.

My parents are in Cooperstown, NY this weekend at some baseball function of my brothers so it's just me and my cousin in the house tonight. Little sister at a sleepover. So maybe it's the loneliness getting to me. Anyway, I managed to do a little grocery shopping, hit the gym, tidy up around the house, force down some dinner... but I'm still feeling all oogley. I sat out on my porch and read Tolstoy for 45 minutes, then came in and watched three depressing movies one right after the other- first Brokeback Mountain, then The Perfect Storm, and Stepmom. Why?

I haven't been watching Lost AT ALL recently so I might try and catch up on all the episodes I'm behind on.

My birthday is in twelve days. I'll be 20. I wonder if there will be cake...