I am so out of it lately. It's like my brain has been somewhere else for weeks. First there was that epic mistake I made last week where I let someone down and ended up disappointing myself and my family, then last night I had a statistics exam and had I taken a shit on the test itself I probably would have done better. And TODAY, I totally forgot that I was supposed to open the ice cream store at 10:00 so Selim had to come down and open it and I came an hour late. The worst part is that everyone has been being so goddamn nice to me. Selim looked disappointed at first but then he told me it was all okay and to take a deep breath. My stats professor told us not to worry about how we do on the test because probability is the hardest unit in statistics and even third year calculus students struggle with understanding it.
And now I'm bingeing. Well, I'm eating ice cream. I'm not really sure if that counts as a full blown binge.
It's not a binge if you don't feel out of control!
ReplyDeleteAnd everyone isn't being unusually nice; you're just too hard on yourself!
Everyone makes mistakes Eliza. You just have to pick yourself back up and start again!
You're doing so great with your eating. Don't give in to bingeing!
Thanks for the comments, btw. They mean so much! :) <3
I agree with Haley. I hope you're able to get some rest.
ReplyDeleteYes, Haley is so wise! Treat yourself with kindness. Take care:)
ReplyDeleteI LOVE that you guys still comment even when my posts are short and kind of pathetic. Hugs all around :)
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